Jennifer Lopez was ‘so afraid to be alone’. She a very popular vocalist and she has been married and divorced three times. The Selena star says that at forty five years old and just last June she ended anther relationship to backup dancer Casper Smart. She has reveled that relationship only lasted two months as she jumps in too fast not giving herself anytime to heal.
”I always found my comfort in another person. Instead of giving myself time to heal and be on my own, I was so afraid to be alone that I was always like, ‘Okay, somebody else just come in here and help me forget I’m in so much pain.’
”When I became famous, I was surrounded by people and always had a boyfriend or a husband or some relationship, one after the other.
”I was terrified of being alone: the idea that we are alone in this world; we are born alone, we die alone – it sent panic through my body.”
As Lopez did feel terrible that she split with twenty seven year old Smart, and now she has put a ban on herself from flirting.
She told PEOPLE magazine:
”No boys in any way, shape of form. I said, ‘I’m shutting it down.’ ”
She will next be seen in the Boy Next Door, I can’t wait to see it, says she happy to singe at this time in her life but is open to finding love again.
”The goal was to be okay on my own so I can make good choices.
”I’m open to possibilities. Listen, at the end of the day, love is the best thing. But what I’ve discovered is that I can’t get that from somebody else. It’s the love inside me, for myself, that will help me through.”