Dean McDermott has confessed to suicidal thoughts. He is a Canadian American actor and he is married to actress Tori Spelling, maybe best known for the Reality television show Tori & Dean Inn Love has admitted he felt this after his cheating scandal came to our. It has been allegedly reported that he contemplated this, taking his life last December and in yesterday’s episode, April 29, 2014 of True Tori filmed three months after he had been unfaithful to his wife, the woman was twenty eight year old Goodhand and it was during a Toronto trip. He spoke candidly to the cameras about suffering a mental breakdown, recalling looking out of a window and thinking how easily he could,
”just dive out of it.”
”The days leading up to my breakdown, I wanted to disappear. I didn’t want to feel what I was feeling all the time. I just thought, ‘This is it. You can’t get out of this. I blew it. Everything great in my life, I s**t on.’ I just thought, ‘Tori deserves me to die’.”
After this shocking confession, Spelling asked him if he felt comfortable sharing these such intimate thoughts, and producers bringing a psychologist on board to help him through his issues. Dean later reasoned:
”I know I will not take my life. My life means a lot to me right now, where it didn’t for so many, many years…
”My life means something because I’m getting the help that I need, and I’m surrounded by love and support, and for the longest time, I didn’t deserve it and I’m just getting a little glimmer that I do deserve it…I know I don’t deserve to die. I deserve to live.”
But it does seem as if they want to work through their problems, as they do have children Liam, seven, Stella, five, Hattie, two, and Finn, twenty months.
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